Nothing in
this world is permanent still human beings spend considerable effort and money
to churn out their pearls of wisdom and make a comforting place for them called
home. Life away from home makes us realize why it is worth it. Also it is
befitting to miss it always like a close companion.
Home is one prime thing that sounds livelier to us than many other breathing mates. Then why is it so that we have to leave it apparently at some phase of life even though keeping it in high reverence? That is how life’s bare truth are, harsh yet inevitable.
Home is one prime thing that sounds livelier to us than many other breathing mates. Then why is it so that we have to leave it apparently at some phase of life even though keeping it in high reverence? That is how life’s bare truth are, harsh yet inevitable.
I had left my
home a good 6 years before. The plan was to go get enrolled in a coaching
institution for to build a foundation to get an admission in some prestigious
institution for pursuing an engineering graduation. The line may sound rhyming
but it could not culminate in the right song. Apparently plan’s execution didn't go so well in order. Though I managed to get admitted in one little less prestigious
institute and finally after four years of experimentation with various survival
skills can now finally boost of an engineering degree. The efforts didn't go in
vain, I may not remember the tough integration formula or the derivation for
some Newton’s law but evidently some life lessons that I learned are truly unforgettable.
It is in
these days of living away from home that you realize the importance of finding
an ironed shirt in the wardrobe or getting mouthful of breakfast before leaving
for college or office. Many such things which previously seemed obvious now
become hard to have. You have to either rent a flat and thereafter manage your
own meal or could opt to become a victim of unidentifiable hostel food.
In this home
away from home your friends fill in for the place of your family members. They
are the support elements in all your endeavours, irrespective of whether it is
right or wrong. They are the driving force of your voyage. They simplify many problems,
even often to make way for some others.
I have the privilege
of getting company of many awesome buddies. Though the list thinned out with
time. I do have some regrets about quite a few things, notions that some
matters could have been dealt in a better way but still the optimist inside me
believes in the line that whatever happens, happens for the best. Howbeit it is
quite exaggerated but just replacing best with good would work for me.
I have had
heartbreaks, felt being ditched at times, had depressions, ailments, mishaps
and what not but eventually everything made way for a life that’s good enough to
live thoroughly. I like to have fun at all times of happiness and sadness. I have
learned it the hard way that being happy is the only solution of how not to be
sad.
Howsoever great
you may be but evidently there would always be lesser number of hands to wipe
your tears in comparison to number of people to raise a toast and say cheers.
Being a Gemini
I have a habit of getting too involved with people. I don’t know any midway of
being in a relationship. Either I like you or I don’t. In both the cases the
amount of care or the sign of displeasure would be clearly visible. I am too
bad at holding back my feelings. I cannot bluff a relation; I don’t like it at
all. These things have caused more problems in my life than anything else.
In a time when many people even leave Chameleon bewildered with
their acts, I feel proud to have some real companions to bang on. My trust has
been breached, heart has been burned but the soul still wanders for to find
solace in togetherness. May be that is what makes life beautiful- we don’t lose
hope.
I am still on with the journey, learning continuously
and shedding off the ungrateful burdens daily. May be, it’s Time to move on
again!!
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Your writing is relatable and enjoyable. Looking forward to read more from you.
ReplyDeleteHey Bushra,
DeleteThanks A lot... Would surely try to cater to expectations!!